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On Finding Happiness – I Am Alone

December 11th, 2014 Leave a comment Go to comments

I Am Alone – I have been alone for more than 2 years now. Not having a single date from October 2012 until this day. I’m not sure if this reality is having a negative impact on my levels of self-confidence but sometimes it sure doesn’t feel good to be alone and I wonder what effect it has on my overall health. I’ve read and heard that people who are married for long periods of time live happy and healthier lives. I’m not sure if this is true yet there are many times when I wonder if my loneliness can be equated to unhealthiness.

Don’t get me wrong, I’ve enjoyed many nights of great sleep. Nonetheless, it does become lonesome and tiresome staring at the empty 2nd pillow beside me each night. There has to be a better life than this and it must involve the touch and warmth of another human being beside me. It’s been such a long time since I’ve savored such moments and sometimes it feels like I’m slowly fading or withering away into dust.

It’d be great to hear from you,

Matthew R. Polkinghorne
(289)-208-2241

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