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Try To Keep It As Positive As Possible Matthew

November 16th, 2012 Leave a comment Go to comments

You say that.

You once offered it as your advice to me. And I want so much to feel that way – positive. Sometimes it is so hard to feel that way in the midst of crowds and groups of people. They all band together don’t they. Lots of facial expressions. And we shouldn’t use the word ‘they’. And we shouldn’t use the word ‘should’ now should we? And we must do our best to use the word ‘We’. Because, really, it is ‘We’ isn’t it?

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And you need to remind me again; why is it that I need to be positive? Nobody likes me and everyone hates me, right? Of course. There isn’t any other reality in store for me. And you get all perturbed when I don’t act in the manner you like and so you assemble all your soldiers to indirectly communicate on your behalf and it sickens me to the degree in which you are a coward. More yellow than the face of a raging alcoholic who has had his liver ravaged by insidious toxins.

It’s absolutely pathetic.

Positive? Are you kidding me? The whole world pollutes me with negativity. You should know that.

But there you are on stage, running your mouth like an imbecile. Droning on and on like the attention-seeking megalomaniac that you are (and always will be). You don’t know how lucky you are to earn a paycheck.

And there I go again; wandering down the road of non-positivity – lacing this entry with a barrage of offensive language and disgraceful communications(s). I can’t help it. I’m supersaturated and overloaded with psychological garbage/trash. The only way to tunnel out of this mess is to talk through it and use my hands as much as possible to create something or work toward a goal or an end.

We both know a morphine drip will just amplify the problem and bifurcate into an unneeded addiction. It’s not the right solution. But hey, who I am to talk or judge. One day I might need to take a hit of it to get myself through the torturous reality that has become my life. I know you know what I mean. There aren’t any secrets here. No surprises. Just straight talk and facts, Jack.

My level of knowledge would cripple your intellect in a New York minute. I kid you not. I probably already have more wisdom lines in my forehead than you do. And there’s nothing you can do about it except flex your forehead muscles in the mirror as repetitiously as possible each day until more wisdom lines appear as a result of the tireless exercise. I recommend 12 sets and 1000 reps per set each day. This means that 12,000 forehead flex reps per day may bring you on par with me as I work on forming the next line.

But your right. Less ego. Less about me and more about you; nitpicking every syllable of each word until socialism overruns our society in a chaotic frenzy.

Who am I to express my opinion?

I’ll try to keep it as positive as possible,

Matthew R. Polkinghorne

 

 

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